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Melancholia
03:37
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Verse
Looking back you find that time has been unkind
You look for the reason and the rhyme but it cannot be found
A melancholia that starts deep and ascends ‘til it’s out of reach
A sharp spiral of woes and fights with foes you had not foreseen
You try to look keen but the walls inside crumble and you begin to stumble
Chorus
They say chin up darling, give us a smile
But how can you smile when all the while
You know it’s a lie and all you want to do is cry
And rest…
In Melancholia... Melancholia… Melancholia… Melancholia…
Verse
You get up and paint the beauty on
Fill in the cracks from where you’ve been broken
Breath in the melancholia that burns and yearns within
For what they see is not you at all - a mask of war used to settle scores
You try to live up to what’s expected of you - but to hell with that, you do you
Chorus
They say chin up darling, give us a smile
But how can you smile when all the while
You know it’s a lie and all you want to do is cry
And rest…
In Melancholia... Melancholia… Melancholia… Melancholia…
Bridge
How can they know
What you should and should not show
Your emotions are your own
How dare they say
Their way is the only way
You’re not there (just) to brighten their day
You feel the pressure broil inside
You try to leave but can’t escape this ride
You toss and turn from side to side
Chorus
They say chin up darling, give us a smile
But how can you smile when all the while
You know it’s a lie and all you want to do is cry
And rest…
In Melancholia... Melancholia… Melancholia… Melancholia…
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Alpha bet
03:26
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The raindrops fall and pool in your soul
What happened to the sun and all the fun that joined along
Those were the days we loved and saved
But now it’s just raindrops dropping in the hole that is your soul
You search for love and companionship, but that side of life is on the blink
We’re pretty when we smile and ugly when we cry
That’s why we cry alone in closets of despair that we call home
The tears that join the raindrops of pain we know too well
Inside you feel hollow - that’s caused by the sorrow
The joy you can’t borrow, you’re at the end of the line
The time that you had to spend is now gone
It’s joined the raindrops in the crevasse, the place that once was your soul
You’re feeling insecure cause the future is unsure
Who knows what you are, what you may be, what you will see
Hope lost at the cost of love, life, and some kind of lovelife
People looking in think they see, but as they watch you don’t swim but sink
All meaning seems gone, the seams of your heart undone
The dark void, endless, gazing deep
Death watching, waiting, getting frustrated
The rage burns alive, why oh why won’t I end my life?
For the small things life’s worth living
When looking into the pools of despair, remember the people who care
You may be alone, without a home
But you need not go on with life on your own
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3. |
Hold my Hand
03:37
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Hold my Hand
Verse
Sat staring at the deep dark blackness
Avoiding the response of fear from within
Feeling the beginning of the helplessness
From life’s love - a Summer fling
Chorus
What you need to understand
Is there’s no one there to hold your hand
You come into this world
All on your own and that’s how it will end
Why can’t you see
There’s nothing here for you and me
Verse
Where does the pull come from?
The drive to do, to live and conform
Removing each and every face
Automatons all over the place
Chorus
What you need to understand
Is there’s no one there to hold your hand
You come into this world
All on your own and that’s how it will end
Why can’t you see
There’s nothing here for you and me
Bridge
AI is what we’re taught to fear
It’s meant to be scary from what I hear
But where it is no one knows
I’m beginning to think it’s in our souls
Chorus
What you need to understand
Is there’s no one there to hold your hand
You come into this world
All on your own and that’s how it will end
Why can’t you see
There’s nothing here for you and me
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James Twose Nijmegen, Netherlands
Born and raised on the south coast of England, James has always been musically inclined. He picked up the ukulele in 2012 and began writing songs in 2015.
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